ok so wow i have so much on my mind i dont even know where to begin. There are some instances when i feel nobody in the world cares for me then im reminded in just one day how many people actually do miss me when im not around. It makes me feel good knowing there are still people who still think of me and care i mean genuinly care about me. Some say they do but dont really and for all my true freinds you know who you are i love you very much and thanks for everything you have done for me........Man i thought high school graduation was hard in the next month i will be walking across the stage at NSU and getting my diploma i have worked so hard for and as happy as i am im graduating its going to be the hardest thing im going to do. I have grown so much while i have been here and learned alot. All my freinds are here and im leaving how do you deal with it. I mean a phone is not enough. Im never going to get to just hop in my car or just walk across campus to the floor and go hang out with all the girls which i havnt done enough and i should. This has been my life for the last 3 years what do i do know?? Im scared and excited at the same time. LIFE is waiting but im afraid of failure and rejection. if i could just stay here with my freinds in my dorm with my freinds and hang out for just a while longer i think iwould be ok. Call me crazy but last year when i moved off the floor i actually walked into everyones rooms before checking out and cried. i have a story for just abouot every room on that floor and im going to miss that so much. Its been an awesome experience one i wouldnt trade for the world and its almost coming to an end. I just cant believe it i guess i just took it for granted.
MALLORY: You have been the best roomate. im glad im here for your entertainment without me who would make you laugh at all my blonde moments. I s been a fun semester and im glad we spent our last semester on campus as room mates and sisters.
SHARRY: Even though you no longer live here i still had so much fun when you did. I ll always miss your coming into my room at 3 in the moring to tell me one of your stories about that nights adventures. And who could forget the late night trips to the kettle and staying out all night and not going to class the next morning. I think we flunked all out classes last semester just about but i had a blast.
JEREMY: Theres just too many thoughts i love you more than life itself and i look foward to our future together. I know we've had our ups and downs (most of them b/c of me) but we got through them and i love you more every day.
TO ALL MY SISTERS: My time as a Delta Zeta has been wonderful and if it wasnt for all of you i dont know if i would have had this much fun in college. You guys are the reason im still here and i love you all.
So i will be graduating on May 6, 2006 at 9am and between now and then im going to try to spend more time with my sisters and freinds. If i took anyone for granted im sorry just know i love you and i will always be your sister and your freind....
In the light of the flame~
Beri | 